Crying Slut

What do I say to a slut?
What do I do when you find the slut is you?
How do I look anyone in the face,
knowing how much my life is a disgrace?
How do I deal when my joy is taken away?
What do I say to this man that just appeared one day?
How do I share the awesome things about my son?
How do I keep from crying, when I find out he is the one?
How do I extend my faith, and believe for the best?
When everything now points to "your failing the test"
How do I smile after knowing such pain?
How could my knowing him be any kind of gain?
Why when the year has come and almost gone,
do things still strain to be difficult and long?
How do I regain my strength and hope?
What do I do to cope?
How do I stand for my son's sake?
How do I hide my feelings, when I feel I'm about to break?
Knowing nothing is too big for God,
How do I say be my strength and my rod?
How do I find comfort, when no one understands?
How do I make things whole again, when I sit on sinking sand?