Alone 2

Once again I sit alone.
Uneasy about the past night
Knowing exactly the source of my fright.
I came, that night, with confidence
and joy,
hoping mayby to find a real boy.
I left alone, disappointed
and conflicted.
As my ass wasn't big enough
and my shirt wasn't just right.
Compared to the other girls,
I lacked everything, even height.
True, my body isn't perfect
no body is
No one would dance with me,
I seemed to be invisible in everyone
else's sight.
So it makes me think my breast
are too big, I can't see my toes
I don't know how to dance, not even like a hoe.
And I talk too soft and low.